swim swim ~

hari ini berenang seharian with my best best best couple ^_____^

gag bsa nulis banyak, cz cuma mw upload" poto aja. hihi

cantik" yaa
aduhduuhh anak nya capa ciihh.. hihi ><

message ..

cyg

aqu slalu pake gelas dri cyg lho. hehe

me

msh cyg.. seneng deh bsa berguna.. 

cyg

msh? haha

ngantuk yank

nntn trans7 yank

me

knp yank? gag nntn tv aqu

haha mksd aqu mksih cyg. selip dkit yank

cyg

haha ya cyg

lucu yank

me

lgi gag nntn aqu yank

cyg

emg cyg lgi apa?

me

lgi diem aja

cyg

tumben bsa diem yank? haha

me

lgi mkir

cyg

mkir apa yank?

me

rumah

cyg

knpa lgi?

sama aja yank

me

berantem

cyg

ya yank

emg knp yank?

me

entah lah

cyg

yaudh yank, sabar aja

ngalah yank

me

iya cyg.. mksih

cyg

yadah, jgn bnyk pkran gtu ah

me

:'( :'(

cyg

jgn nangis cyg

mmmmmuuahh :*

me

:( ya yank

hmm

cyg

mmmmmmuuahh :*

me

mmmmmuuahh :(

teringat sesuatu :(

Pagi” dah sedih :( tdi pas nntn inbox rupanya hri ni salah satu bintang tamu nya inbox ulng tahun., dpet kejutan . seneng bngt lah pkk nya, sampe si artis ni nangis terharu. Entah knpa ica sedih bngt. Keinget ulang tahun ica tahun kmren. Sama sekali gag special. Knp??

1.     Gag ada sms pertama (dia wktu itu gag ada hp, jdi ngucapin nya pke hp bkap nya jam 9an)

2.    Hari itu masuk kuliah, ngarep dikerjain tpi sama sekali engga

3.    Sebelum pulang ica krmh dya, Cuma dpet ucpn tnpa kado

4.    Gag ada acara siram”an (tradisi yg gag penting sih, tpi kan pengen uga)

5.    Acara makan” nya flat banget plus without him :(

6.    Sampe rumah malem jam 9, tiup lilin.. org rmh nungguin acra ica dlu mpe garing dan kue nya dimakan dluan. [aneh bngt]

7.    Yg ngucapin di f b dkit

8.    Gag komunikasi sama dya

Gag banget kan??!!

Yg didpet cuma capek aja. Selebih nya NIHIL. :( [cry more inside]

Ica langsung cpet” ganti chanel tv cz dah gag tahan buat gag nangis. Tpi ica hrus kuat. Ngapain nangisin yg udh” smua pasti ada hikmah nya. Tapi apaa?? Huh yg ada sebel bngt,.

Hope I semoga aja ulng tahun ica tahun ini bsa berkesan. Amin

cyg sakit :(

hiks, dya sakit .

kmren” dya gag sms ica. Udh jengkel aja dya gag ada kbar nya. Gag tw nya dya sakit.

Dya gag bilang dya sakit, kmren pagi aja dya nlpn. Dya mnta maaf klo gag bsa kabar karena dya sakit. Minta di rawat lah inilah itulah. manja bngt sih dya :) hehe. Gag jadi marah deh, pdahal dah nyusun kata” buat marah” ke dya. Tpi musnah sudah dnger suara nya pagi kmren. Tapi pagi ini dya gag nlpn malah num nya gag aktif. Huhu :(

Hari ini uas PKG praktek. Alhamdulillah lancar :) [say; tq God]

Pulang cpet, lngsung pulang. Menolak samua tawaran main. Hehe lagi pening bngt kpla na. jdi pengen cpet” pulang. Sampe drmh langsung makan. Trs tidur”an tpi ttep gag bsa tidur. Kpla nya sakit bngt. Alhasil main game di laptii.

Tiba” dya sms, wah udh jam 2 ajah. Gag kerasa krna keasikan main game. Hihi >< smsn deh sama dya. Ngebahas ttg ujian ica tdi sampe ke UFO. Hehe seneng dey. Ilang sakit kpla ica, emg the best lah. Obt mujarab nya emg sii dya. :p

Jam set 9 dah ditinggal tdur. Hmm berhubung ica gag bsa tdur, ol bentar buat posting. Hehe oiia, ica dah gag ada fb lgi lhoo. Dah beberapa hri ini fb nya ica ttup. Dya gag nyuruh sih, tpi dya gag seneng bngt klo ica main fb. Dya juga ternyata dah ttup fb. Yaudh, sama” gag pnya fb deh. Jdi skrg di blog ajah. Gag bakal da yg bca ini. Haha

Udahan ah posting nya. Dah malem. Mw bbu. Klo ketauan tdur lwat batas wktu, nnti kena cubit dya. >< hihi papaaaaiiii     

song today

Just gonna stand there’s and watch me burn

That’s allraid because I like the way you hurts

Just gonna stand there’s and hear me cry

That’s allraid because I love the way you lie

my EX ..

Dear diary

Dsni ica mw cerita ttg mantan ica. Tdi dya nlpn. Andreas his name. Sebenernya dah gag mw tw apapun ttg dya. Tpi dya masuk lgi ke dlam ica. Emg dah beberapa mlam ini dya ngubungin, tpi gag pengen angkat tlpn or bls sms dya.  Tpi karena tdi doi gag ada kbar nya jdi mw deh angkat tlpn mr. ex

Seperti biasa, dng sifat gombal nya dya buat ica ktwa. Seneng?? Engga sih biasa ajah. Ica bilang biasa karena si doi gag ada kabar  L huh

Ica gag ngobrol bnyk. Cz males bngt mw ngomong ama dya. Dya blng klo dya msih syg bngt ma ica. Mknya walaupun dya dah pnya pcr dan dah lma pcrn, dya msih rajin mantau ica. Lwt sms, tlpn, fb. Tpi sama sekali gag buat ica tertarik sama satupun ucapan ica. Ica mulai marah” karena dya singgung” ttg co ica. Lngsung ica ttup tlpn nya. Dan gag nlpn” lgi tu org.

Setelah itu, terdiam. Keinget lagi ama smua nya. Sakit nya ditinggal karena ce lain. Dya ptsin ica gtu aja. Waktu itu sedih bngt. Walopun pcran gag lama, tpi ckup buat ica patah hati.

Itu kejadian ≥ 2thun yg lalu.

Karena wktu itu ica PJJ sama rado makanya ica jadian sama dya. Dya itu kwan nya alpin, alpin ntu kawan baru di kls qu. Wktu tu dya lngsung bsa gebet dian teman sebangku ica.

Sabtu itu pulang cpet. Seperti biasa ica lngsung pulang. Tpi jeni, dian ngotot ngajak main. Jdi cpet” pergi lagi ke karang. Mereka pada ngajak main bili. Ktmu lah sama tmen”nya alpin dri skul yg lama. Ada andreas , nay, dan reno. Hmm buset dah, gag ada yg cakep. Klo dya sih manis. Emg udh suka sama dya . Trs dya ngasih sinyal suka, dan yap jadian. Jdi segitu aja prolog perkenalannya

Setelah jadian beberapa minggu, ica kegep smsn sama rado dan disitu dya pun marah. Bilang ica bhongin dya dan blablabla… langsung aja ica ngeluarin jurus playgirl  buat tahan gengsi. ica pun mnta maaf dan blng klo bakal ptsin co ica. Tpi karena PJJ dan jarang bngt komunikasi ica berkilah klo gag ada kejelasan alias ngambang . dan yap dya pun percaya. 

Dah mulai berjalan lancar, setelah beberapa bulan dya berubah. Jadi aneh plus kasih sinyal selingkuh ternyata emg ada ce yg lgi di incer. Lupa nama nya, tpi ktnya dya org kaya gtu. Dan dya ptsin ica gtu aja. Down . gag mw tw apapun. Trs nay nasehatin ica, dya emg dah bilang gmn sifat na tu org, tpi gag ica dngerin krna ica percya aja sama dya wktu itu. Ica dket sama nay, sampe akhirnya ica tw klo nay sebenernya suka sama ica . ica pun mundur dri keadaan ini. Gag mw nyakitin nay krna ica gag suka ma dya. Ica mulai ngisi waktu dng cari kesibukan. Perbanyak jadwal bljar, trs mulai ikut les. Dya pun hubungin ica lagi, tpi gag pernah ica hiarauin.

Terus berjalan dan gag mw nengok belakang.

Sekarang dah 2thun lbih kejadian itu. Tpi kenapa lo datang lagi dan ngarepin gw balik??

dating time ^_____^

Haarii mingguuu :)

Kencan ama dya. Horree :) gag berenti senyum mpe detik ini, setelah tdi seharian sama dya.

Hari ini dya yg ngusulin main, mungkin dya boring drmh nya. Tujuan pertama ya ke Gramed. Rame lho. Ica bca” buku ttg blogger, dya asik sama otomotif. Hmm :/

Trs liat” novel. Turun kelantai satu, pengen cari buku diary kertas item kaya yg ica punya dulu, tpi di sana gag ada. Huh mesti dmn lah cri nya.. tdi kata dya, tmnya pernah ngomong klo di simpur ada. Sempet ragu, tpi akhirnya kesana juga. Sampe disana malah muter” lait baju, haha dya pun protes dan akhir nya focus nyari buku itu. Udah dicari tpi gag ada. Ya jelas lah, mana ada toko yg jual kya gtu disono. Ckck. Eh malah kecantol liat” jam tangan. Gag ada yg disuka, langsung cabuutt.. hehe . selenting denger dya blng “cari cincin yuk” what?? A ring?? For me?? Ihhiiyy jump jump J but now maybe just a plan. Hmm that enough to make me happy beib

Ica ajak dya karokean, dya mw.. tapi lagi pda penuh. Gag jdi deh. Lain kali ya sayang. Hehe

Dah sore, dya ngajak makan. Karena lagi pengen makan bakso, akhirnya pergi cari bakso. Udah kenyang, pulang deh. Sampe drmh nya, lgi sepi. Asikasik >3< (sensor)

Ica pulang…

Sempet mls buat pulang, tpi wktu jua yg memisahkan. Hehe lebaayy ah :P mlem nya smsn. Ngomongin mw kmn selanjut nya. Ica ajak aja dya nnton. Dya pun mau, ktnya atur ajah :) mungkin minggu dpan nntn nya. Diia uga ngajak renang. Seneng bsa sma” trs sama dya :) 

missyoudear :* mmuahh

Happy Sunday all ..

Bless you ..

singkat ajah

hmm

dah berapa hri ni gag ngepost~

karena sakit jdi mles ngapa"in . skrg aja msih diatas kasur. 

ada yg cerewet nyuruh makan. huh lagi bljar sempet aja smsn.. thats my boii. 

batuk pilek na makin jadi nih. pengen tidur terus bawaan nya.

trs klo malem gag bsa tidur. dah beberapa mlem ini pusing berat.

 tidur larut tpi gag ngapa"in.

cuma bengong liat keatas.

mulut gag bsa mingkem krna idung mampet dan terpaksa napas pke mulut. huh menderita.

eh kmren blog ica dibaca dya lho. :shy

hihi jaiill

ngomong nya mw ngerjain tgas mknya minjem laptop.

di pke bentar aja selebihnya buat main. haha dasar. xD

tpi dya gag coment apa"

lagian isinya ttg dya. emg alesan buat ini krna pengen crtain ttg dya. 

hmm :x

trs kmren jga sempet ngobrol" singkat sama mama.

mama nyeritain ttg dibatam tu gmn. rupanya mama setress dsna. wkwkk

kirain mah betah. abis mama lama bngt.

cerita" mpe gag kerasa dah siang.

trs karena dah ada jnji ma dya, lngsung aja pergi keluar n jmpt.

adduuhh,, gag bsa nulis lama" nih. kpla dah skit bngt.

klo dah sembuh nnti crta" lgi ya..

thaathaa :(

doain ica cpet sembuh ya laptii

just sing with me beiibii :)

now playing : justin bieber - one time

. Me plus you, I'ma tell you one time
Me plus you, I'ma tell you one time
Me plus you, I'ma tell you one time
One time, one time

When I met you girl my heart went knock knock
Now them butterflies in my stomach won't stop stop
And even though it's a struggle love is all we got
And we gon' keep keep climbing to the mountain top

Your world is my world
And my fight is your fight
My breath is your breath
And your heart

And girl you're my one love, my one heart
My one life for sure
Let me tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)
I'ma tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)

And I'ma be your one guy
You'll be my #1 girl
Always making time for you
I'ma tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)
I'ma tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)

You look so deep, you know that it humbles me
You're by my side, them troubles them not trouble me
Many have called but the chosen is you
Whatever you want shawty I'll give it to you

Your world is my world
And my fight is your fight
My breath is your breath
And your heart

And girl you're my one love, my one heart
My one life for sure
Let me tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)
I'ma tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)

And I'ma be your one guy
You'll be my #1 girl
Always making time for you
I'ma tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)
I'ma tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)

Shawty right there
She's got everything I need
And I'ma tell her one time
Give you everything you need down to my last dime

She makes me happy
I know where I'll be
Right by your side
'Cause she is the one

And girl you're my one love, my one heart
My one life for sure
Let me tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)
I'ma tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)

And I'ma be your one guy
You'll be my #1 girl
Always making time for you
I'ma tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)
I'ma tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)

Me plus you, I'ma tell you one time
Me plus you, I'ma tell you one time
Me plus you, I'ma tell you one time
One time, one time

.

 Westlife - my love

An empty street
An empty house
A hole inside my heart
I'm all alone, the rooms are getting smaller

I wonder how
I wonder why
I wonder where they are
The days we had
The songs we sang together
Oh yeah

And oh my love
I'm holding on forever
Reaching for a love that seems so far

So I say a little prayer
And hope my dreams will take me there
Where the skies are blue to see you once again
My love

Overseas from coast to coast
To find the place I love the most
Where the fields are green to see you once again
My love

I try to read
I go to work
I'm laughing with my friends
But I can't stop to keep myself
From thinking
Oh no

I wonder how
I wonder why
I wonder where they are
The days we had, the songs we sang together
Oh yeah

And oh my love
I'm holding on forever
Reaching for the love that seems so far

So I say a little prayer
And hope my dreams will take me there
Where the skies are blue to see you once again
My love

Overseas from coast to coast
To find the place I love the most
Where the fields are green to see you once again

To hold you in my arms
To promise you my love
To tell you from my heart
You're all I'm thinking of

Reaching for the love that seems so far

So I say a little prayer
And hope my dreams will take me there
Where the skies are blue to see you once again
My love

Overseas from coast to coast
To find the place I love the most
Where the fields are green to see you once again
My love

Say a little prayer
Dreams will take me there
Where the skies are blue to see you once again

Overseas from coast to coast
To find the place I love the most
Where the fields are green to see you once again
My love